I'm back at home now and very much in limbo. People say about getting back to normal but there is no normal any more because such a huge part of my life has been taken from me. There are so many times when I think "I must tell mum about that", or think of things I want to ask her.
Dad's keeping busy and my two sisters who live near to him are calling in to see him each day. I speak to him on the phone most days too.
I have so many happy memories and I hope these will help me through, it really isn't sinking in at the moment. I know Mum will always be with us in our mannerisms, sayings and memories.
I love you Mum. Night, night, God bless.